Mary
At twenty an admirer of crocus and hyacinth, all those dawn stars like snowflakes lighting the grass, I expected like them to burn out fast, touch paper flaring, gone in a quick blast before thirty. How else should one live?
And here I am a decade on from that early death. Having endured thirty and the years beyond, it's the stolid ones, the inchling head - in - clouds slow - growers I envy - turning stars in their branches, holding fast to the earth.
It's trees I look for nowadays, year after year adding their rings, recording this month's frost, that season's burning, the arrival and departure of leaves, birds, mice, barefoot invaders, and applecore wars in the kingdom of twigs.
I've discovered an old man's folly, I'm planting giants : wych elm, chestnut, larch, a seed cast into the next long - shadowed century. I doze in the shade of a bunyah pine, its roots deep in the 1880s, bubbling with doves.
In its wind - rocked boughs the heavy green Pacific drowses and grandfather sets sail to find us; the tree is dreaming our lives. Its dust - thick shadow reaches the road, and I swing high on a tide of voices. Green, green, evergreen.
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Beautiful.
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